To Infinity and...Bed!

So this past week has been an emotional one for all of us (particularly me). We are attempting to wean, as well as letting Daniel self-soothe in hopes of getting him to sleep in his own crib, allowing us all to get a better night's rest. The first night was very difficult, but every night since has gotten easier and easier. Nap time has still been a challenge, but as I was unwrapping my new camera (it's like Christmas in our house!), I turned and saw that he had fallen asleep while watching Toy Story (snuggled up with Buzz and Woody, no less). So, of course, it was a perfect photo shoot opportunity.

Uncle Scott

I heard your song today,

She sings, "The pain is just too real".

Every word in this song,

Is exactly how I feel.

As the music washes over me,

Tears stream down my cheek.

Suddenly the grief hits,

And it's hard to even speak.

So filled with sorrow,

I can't take another breath.

I'm consumed by the pain,

Caused by your untimely death.

A strong hand grips my heart,

The pain's too much to bear.

I fall down to my knees,

And cry out in despair.

"Why'd you have to take him, God?!

We love and miss him so."

I hear Him whisper back to me,

"Daughter, I have brought him home." 

Welcome, William!

So, my older sister Christina has convinced me to start a blog! She started one, and forgets that she is the overachiever in the family, so we'll see how long this lasts :) She started her blog to let people keep in touch and watch her little guy, William, grow!

We got the call the morning we were getting ready to head over. Christina was in labor! We were so excited, and headed over to Pendleton right away. Jessica, Ben, Daniel, Owen, and I all crammed into Jessica's two-door Honda. I got the short end of the stick and crammed in the back with two car seats. The boys were as entertaining as ever.

A couple hours into the drive, we got a call from Thomas. IT'S A BOY! While we celebrated, they sent us pictures on our phones. Needless to say, it was love at first sight, especially for Daniel.

After all the excitement wore off, the babies were ready to stretch their little legs. We made a pit stop at the Clackamas Town Center, where they played and then devoured some delicious corn dogs. And when I say devour, I mean devour.

After every good feast comes a slumber. That's just what the little guys did until, finally, we were there! Meeting Will for the first time was amazing, and it was great to see Christina and Thomas.

Holding that tiny little miracle made me remember how magical it was the night Daniel was born. There is no greater feeling, and I loved seeing the love on my sister and Thomas' faces that only a parent can feel. I'm so excited for my sister to start this journey of parenthood! I recall for the first few months of Daniel's life waking up every morning feeling like it was Christmas, only better (and you know how much I love Christmas!) I remember just holding him for hours, staring at his sweet face in amazement, unbelieving that he was really mine. I do miss those days, but I love the sweet little boy Daniel has become. I so look forward to watching these three boys grow up the best of friends, just like my sisters and I have.